Not my dearest just yet.

A raccoon man, much older than he looks.

patrickshead, which is bald.

a casanova, a hotteach, a sexy4u or some such.

some other man, who caught me looking.

 

A boy younger with a cute smile.

A boy older with an edge and an attitude.

A boy with a nice body.

 

Now is the perfect time.

Now is perfection.

 

This whole time

I thought it would be witty

and now I realize it’s just sad.

 

And when they leave me cold

then

they will be truly dear.