Not my dearest just yet.

A raccoon man, much older than he looks.

patrickshead, which is bald.

a casanova, a hotteach, a sexy4u or some such.

some other man, who caught me looking.


A boy younger with a cute smile.

A boy older with an edge and an attitude.

A boy with a nice body.


Now is the perfect time.

Now is perfection.


This whole time

I thought it would be witty

and now I realize it’s just sad.


And when they leave me cold


they will be truly dear.