Being in an ambulance is a lot like being in hell
or on a forgotten subway
moving through the outskirts of Chicago
At the ER, they will confirm your status
living and dying, living but dying, living or dying, living while dying
it’s only a matter of conjuctions
Later, you’ll wonder if it ever really happened
brain attack-sickness or nearly catastrophic disease or headache
did it ever happen syndrome
The bills will serve as tangible proof you were there.
You were there.
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November 16, 2011 at 4:53 pm
slpmartin
Indeed the medical bills always confirm that you were there…however what was really wrong is not addressed…unless you know the billing codes.
November 29, 2011 at 5:51 am
Tel
This makes my kidney stone bills from 2009 a little more bearable.
November 29, 2011 at 12:11 pm
medicatedlady
I’m almost positive the hospital is going to wait until a week before Christmas to mail my bill to me just to be mean. When that happens, dearest Telly, we will commiserate. I remember you having lots of pain (not sure if it was kidney stones–have I “known” you since 2009??) at one point.
One thing about bills or any physical evidence…it’s an anchor that allows you to believe maybe you’re not making it all up.