They. All. Come. Back.

The last two days have brought greetings from two former men who sinned against me. Greetings that were happy and affable, old friends saying hello. Fucking Air Force men. The guy who left the country without telling me IMed me out of the blue yesterday. He’s leaving Japan, but he’s not coming my way. He’s going to the one place he most dreaded going and he’ll be there for at least 3 years. And so I smiled as I chatted back because they always come back and when they do, fuck them. Air Force John, oh Air Force John with all his cuddling and fake girlfriends and shit wants to befriend me online. Coward. He wants to know how life is. I am formulating an appropriate response to convey my own heartfelt greetings to him. (Growl.)