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Take a deep breath, you are just freaking out more and more, and not getting anywhere, breath breath breath, and know what life is, it can be awfull many times but it can also has it rewards, hold on to those times.

Yep, that’s exactly what it’s like inside the mind of someone who is afraid of the big C. Medicatedlady, you have once again stuck us all with the sharp end of what it means to be alive while dealing with death. HUGS, be good to yourself girlfren.