Ramblings of a Medicated Lady

desecration

medicatedlady — Tue, 21 Feb 2012 02:50:48 +0000

My aunt has been dead for years now
But she won’t let me rest in peace
She wasn’t one of those people
Who ever said she’d rather die than suffer

So suffer she did
Until her dying breath
And even after that, she suffered
Right up until there no more spasms in her body

Desecrate! Desecrate!

At the funeral, my mother said
We know she’s in a better place
But we can’t help but be selfish and want her here
But I wasn’t being selfish
She wanted to be here, my aunt:
I only wanted what she wanted,
At least sometimes
Before
I cursed her
I desecrated her grave while she slept
Proud to have me by her side
She wished for life
I wished her dead and she died

She suffered the truth of me
And still she wanted to say goodbye
To her beloved niece

For the Love of Utopian Fragments

medicatedlady — Tue, 07 Feb 2012 16:25:55 +0000

I love me some Utopian Fragments (aka Dhyan). Now you can, too. Here’s a really cool one that has to be one of my faves ever….Enjoy

http://utopianfragments.wordpress.com/2012/01/10/the-rulls-of-love-vi/

Happy

medicatedlady — Fri, 03 Feb 2012 20:39:13 +0000

I am an eager child

Blue eyes lighted like candles

When you come into view

I beam

A moment of hesitation

As I wait for you to return the adoration

Surely you’re happy to see me?

Hot Fence

medicatedlady — Thu, 02 Feb 2012 15:35:32 +0000

I stand on my feet all day hard on my luck I walk to the perimeter of my existence sometimes to get away from it all the long days stretch out like the green fields beyond the wire

But the wire wins every time.

Status Quo

medicatedlady — Mon, 30 Jan 2012 15:14:23 +0000

I was status quo
I was well & good
until a word

Came from his lips
Itsnotright
As a single word instead of the usual three

The doctors might as well confirm for clinical analysis what I’ve always known

I’ll be the death of me

courteous

medicatedlady — Sun, 22 Jan 2012 04:37:48 +0000

Will this be the year you die

I only ask

So I can plan ahead

To be inconvenienced

Fate of Fire

medicatedlady — Fri, 20 Jan 2012 15:34:58 +0000

who would choose the fate of fire
the apathy of plunge
blade for blood

in the face of death
some of us shine
brighter
as if destruction was our calling
in life

wet xxx

medicatedlady — Tue, 10 Jan 2012 01:55:44 +0000

I had a wet dream last night
I woke up with a little slobber on my face & pillow
I had a good girl’s dirty dream
I dreamt of deep kisses and attraction
Not the s-e-x (I’m a virgin you know)
But the satisfaction of wanting more,
that’s the xxx I want

Fog

medicatedlady — Fri, 06 Jan 2012 07:11:10 +0000

Tonight I break my silence. This is my open letter to you.

You will always be remembered as a vapor
the heat-wet rising to fog the mirrors,
blurring distinction:
When I looked at myself in the mirror, I saw you, too.

But that’s not true
I saw a mirage and what I wanted to see
Last I looked I saw nothing ajar, nothing amiss.

Sentimentality is lost on the broken-hearted.
You fog me no more.

Birthday Refrain

medicatedlady — Mon, 02 Jan 2012 18:50:42 +0000

A few years later
I’m ready to revisit
the statement I made
years earlier

People with January 2nd birthdays die and I do not fear for their deaths.

Truth is
people with January 2nd birthdays
lie.