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Month: November 2008

  • A Thank-You

    *For bcb, for real.   I think when I die one of the things I’ll miss most is you.   I love that the whole world is an inside joke (for us, between us) that never goes stale.   

  • Better a Head Case Than a Meatpie

    I told this Mister that I wasn’t interested and he replied back that I was a head case. And I have the urge to giggle about someone saying that to me when I ain’t carin’ what he calls me. And also, I think: He totally gets me.

  • Progress

    Progress has been made when the color he loved doesn’t automatically  remind me of him Progress when pea green can just be a pretty color         again Progress when lime doesn’t force the echoes of         I have no affection to give you to ring in my         ears Progress when I lay me down…

  • Miscellaneous Musicals

    I just knew that little boy was going to save Mrs. Lovett from Mr. Todd. Alas, it was not to be. I would hate to be baked. Heretoforth, I will not be taking dating advice from those who do not value my limbs. I can understand making a fool of myself, giving my dignity to some…

  • Prospecting

    My best prospect at the moment is in Japan. This other guy fell through. Here are the highlights: yesterday, he took his friend, Roy, to the ENT doctor to get his stitches out, went to Walmart, and was over at Roy’s house when he called. He likes chess, he minimized what a feat it was…

  • Apology

    I am wrong, and I know I am. In my heart, I know it. I take my frustrations out on innocent bystanders, people who are only trying to do right by me. I’m so frustrated with the people who aren’t in my life and don’t want to be (not just a certain person, but also feeling a lack…

  • Autumn of My Youth

    the leaves are red turning brown dying down the wind blows a little less fresh my cheeks are paler now instead of thickening my skin is becoming thin my dreams and disappointments more transparent with each intake of breath there’s a shudder of fear that nothing will come out where youth ends life life is…

  • I feel as though I’ve never been so tired as I am right now.

    youth is a song outplayed overplayed a sonic boom ringing in the ears of those no longer young

  • Heaven Help

    There might be a straight man who gets my sense of humor. He’s already assessed that I’m a bit “crazy, no?” He appears amused. This greatly pleases me. So what if he’s in Japan. Amusement knows no bounds.

  • Inside

    **This is a song by Sting called “Inside.” It’s a great freakin’ song.   Inside the doors are sealed to love Inside my heart is sleeping Inside the fingers of my glove Inside the bones of my right hand Inside it’s colder than the stars Inside the dogs are weeping Inside the circus of the…